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I cant believe December ended so quickly. In basically less than 24 hours Ill be actually registering myself to hell. Well, thats what people say. I wont have this late night outings with the besties anymore. November was fun. Langkawi trip and the last dinner with the classmates. December was memorable for me. Probably because Kusai is back for a month and Atiya was still working for Astro so we get to join weekly recording of this Dancing with the star ripped off. So we hang out a lot. It's almost a weekly routine to just sit down and hang and just laugh. Dec 3rd - Went to see live recording. It was my first time entering this kind of studio. Met bunch of local artists ! Went for a movie with the girls in Pyramid. Met the boys since Kusai is back in town. Hang a little. Watched Zombieland. Laughed like there's no tomorrow. It was seriously a good movie! Went to Curve on Christmas Eve. Wasnt planned to go out. I thought we were going to some random mamak stall. So end up si...

Why I'm at home on new years eve? promise me you wont go out tonight. what? why? just because. you can go out tomorrow night but not tonight. biarlah. nak keluar malam ni je. please dont go out tonight. hmm. will see. just dont go out tonight okay? So yeah, I sort of promised someone Im not going to to celebrate new year tonight. So I;m going to waste the night recapping 2009. RECAP! January Classes started early, was rushing home for the new year BBQ at home. I slept through all the fireworks. Kusai left for New Zealand again. :( Eggie and Lil's 22nd Birthday! lil's suprise 22nd @ TGIF. Definitely a night to remember. Had to dragged her all around to wait for everyone to arrive. Kusais final gathering before he leaves for NZ again :( Eggies suprise @ Itallianies Curve. 3 February Half of the time busy with SMF stuff Wan & Zaza's birthday Indoor and Outdoor photoshoot for SMF No wine and cheese. Get to bake and sell stuff March Jason Mr...

Yesterday was a long day. A week ahead planned movie became a small reunion with the school friends. Suddenly everyone decides it's a day to meet everyones friend. Funny, yesterday was filled with boys. Funnier I am comfortable with each of them because they're the close friends. We went for a late movie. Turned into a really late movie. Avatar was sooo long I almost slept through the movie. Atiya and I kept poking each other making the end scenes into jokes. It was suppose to be a good movie. IT WASNT! Zombieland was much better. The graphic and etc was amazing and pretty. But wey, I can't stand suddenly people (or whatever they call it) gather around a tree to save person life? Oh yeah, Christmas decorations have always been my favourite. The lights in Pyramid is amazing. The trees decorations in Curve on the other hand is pretty! But I think Sunway Pyramid's lights decorations tops all. The year is really coming to an end isnt it? 2009 has been amazingly awesome for...

I have the strangest feeling once new year comes along its going to be the very last day I get to spend time with the besties. Its not like we've done enough hanging out. It's just that Im so comfortable having them around and the thing with them is there's no drama. No pathetic ones around. If I were to write a love story about them I think their love life story would surpass any Hindustan movie around. But they dont make a big deal of it. They dont involve others. And you cry seeing them in that state. But I only see strength and happiness in them when Im with them. They dont spoil other moods. But once they get home, and getting texts from them realizing how in a bad state they are actually. Honestly, I dont know what to say to them when they talk about all of this. I am in no position to give any advice. I can't let them know whats right and wrong cause I am not sure of it myself. And the only thing I can do is, accompany them. Because I know when they're alone ...

hah. malas nak layan orang yang emo lebih lebih. ajak salah. tak ajak salah. Message bukan pernah nak reply kan. whateverlah.

She says its time to let go. It's time be apart. He says, its not. She says she has to let go. He accepted it but has a broken heart. She says she's heartbroken too. She's sad too. She cant get let go but she has too. His life is falling apart since they're apart. He finds the other 'her' to mend the broken heart. To say how sad he is. How heartbroken he is. She finds 'her' to say that she can't get over him but there's the other 'him'. How complicated is this. Love you say? This is a neverending drama. At the end of the day, the only person who will have her heart torn apart is me! It's not even torn apart, it's like being ripped off my chest! I dont want to be in between this! I cant go around seeing you happy! and seeing him crying his heart out everytime he calls!

i kinda regret not bringing my camera along, 2 days in a row. but hey, the sunset view from the rugby field was mesmerizing i tell you! Today was surreal. I woke up thinking its going to be another day. So I messaged all of the besties if they wanted to go to Rasta. Knowing that they only wake up yet another 3 hours, I followed my mum to buy groceries. Yes I really thought it was another Saturday. Ayah is coming home from LIMA so I might as well, be the driver to pick up ayah at airport later. But hello. It wasn;t another Saturday. It was awesome. Spending time with friends. Suddenly we were all single ladies again. yes. Single. And comfort from friends is the only thing we need. I'm really glad they're working now so its easier to just call and say LETS HANG! because with them, we say stupid things, meet weird people and this is the time of our life. Making mistakes, learning them, meeting people, try to learn them. So after heavy lunch at this Thai Restaurant in Taipan, went...