standing in line, I think you're pretty

I never really liked choir. well, until today.

O Captain my Captain! our fearful trip is done; The ship has weathered every rack, the prize we sought is won; The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting, While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring: But O heart! heart! heart! O the bleeding drops of red, Where on the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead. Have I told you , I lived for DPS? Anyways, I dont know, but when criminal paper ended. it feels like I'm done with LLB. and feels like this!

oh so malas. malas. malas. how how how? Suka criminal. I mean the subject. But I dont think 3 hours is enough to answer 200 marks worth of question. Aiyah! and lookie. I'm surveying and listing down the places to visit in Korea. I'm hoping hoping I get to go early or by summer next year!

Apa perasaan anda sekarang? Takut. Kenapa masa cepat betul berlalu? Pejam pelik pejam pelik dah seminggu? Tapi ni kan yang awak nak hari tu . Memang saya mintak. Sebab saya penat sangat dengan kerenah semua orang. Saya rasa saya dah habis study. Saya rasa saya dah ingat semua kes. Tapi saya rasa takut nak ambil exam ni. Saya risau. Kenapa hari ni tak hujan macam hari tu? Hari tu. Hari tu hujan. Bukak sliding door. Walaupun sikit sebab tak nak jiran nampak tapi rasa bahagia sangat. Rasa macam nak nangis pun ada. Sebab finally dapat rasa 'selamat' dapat rasa lepas semua. Dah rasa, cukuplah. Saya selamat di sini. Tak ada siapa akan ganggu hidup. Kelmarin. Selama lepas pindah ni, tak pernah tengok bilik bersepah tahap macam ni. Buka buku sana sini. Entah masuk kepala entah tak. Dekat bawah notes tu ada satu memo yang berbunyi , "we're in a city of aliens, pretending to be people we're not until we're comfortable enough with each other to be who we are. so, only yo...

I'm hurt. It feels like my heart has been ripped off my chest. I dont think I have enough tears left. I dont think I can go on with this anymore. I am strong. I am. But not anymore. I'm done with your lies. I'm done with you telling everyone about how cruel we are. We've done our part. It's up for to you to judge. Please go ahead and judge us. We deserve to be mad. We deserve the blame on you for everything. I think I could have forgive you if you admitted your mistake and say you're sorry. But you never did. Everything was our fault. I'm sorry I've known you. I'm sorry I've been defending you all this while. When I shouldn't have. I shouldn't have in the first place. I don't deserve to feel this way. My firm mates dont deserve to be treated this way. You wanted this. Please leave our firm. We're sick and tired and dont have the energy to proceed anymore. Please I am begging you to stop. Stop creating lies. Stop ripping our heart ...

dear merengs, thank you for the amazing 5 years. You thought me everything I need to know about life and patience. dear friends, thank you for being one , I hope this lasts forever. my dearest firmmates, thank you for being more than a friend, you're like a family to me. my dearest classmates, thank you for being awesome. you have no idea how much I'm going to miss our birthday celebrations and the random laughs. dear LLB, goodbye. I will never come back for you. hehe. =P