standing in line, I think you're pretty

January. an awesome day to kick start with. the boys finally gathered everyone for a "jersey BBQ". started my pupillage. 17th Jan to be exact. the first, and probably my only AJL. heh. Digi KPOP Party, a last minute free ticket. I get to see Beast! How awe-some is that? Lil's 24th celebration. complete! February. February was a rollercoaster ride. ups and down. my grandmother passed away. rasa kehilangan sangat-sangat. It was so hard to be direct on how I feel for few months. Sedih sangat-sangat , sampai duduk sorang-sorang dalam bilik pun rasa macam sunyi. Lagi-lagi bila experience first time mandikan jenazah. Tengok orang yang kita sayang dikapankan. And time tu rasa hilang. March&April March. Actually we hesitate nak pergi ayah's RMC reunion dekat Lumut sebab rasa macam it wasnt the right time. But on second thought, it was probably the best. I enjoyed lumut and meeting some sailors of course. And of course, being saved by PASKAL ok. you can read bout it here G...

I dont think was the only person who almost gave up on LLB. I dont think I was the only one who broke down crying and all I need to do was let others know that I am not okay. But who am I to show this around my classmates? One of them even packed and cleaned out their table to give up when she's the only person in class I thought could just stay strong and go on. And I was the one who kept saying "no, this is only the beginning. you can;t give up now." Funny, that kind of words coming out from myself when I am the one who almost break down infront of my parents saying I can't do this anymore. I am grateful for my wonderful classmates. My firm mates. They're always around to put up the gloomy mood into one cheery one by just cracking into some random jokes. Or just by saying "JOM MAKAN". As much I loathe LLB for stealing all my quality times, I still like the fact I have awesome classmates around :)