standing in line, I think you're pretty

Allah is merciful. There are times when you feel like the whole world is against you. No one to back you up. No one there for you. You turn to HIM. Up above. Knowing these challenges were made for a reason. It's not life if there's no challenges. I turn to YOU every single day. I seek for YOUR forgiveness. I seek for health for the whole family. Seek forgiveness for my family. friends. and loved ones. I beg for patience. God is merciful. All I need now is strength. To forgive and forget. Ya Allah . Why is it so hard to do so? There's so much hate and hatred. I feel like I'm losing everything because of this. My own blood. My own relation. Give me strength to go.

These aren't consumers. They're people. These aren't foreigners. They're people. These aren't civilians. They're people. These are people. They are people. And one on their own is a person. Just like you. ~ I wrote this for you.

ok fine. supposedly on hiatus tapi.. RINDU! jauhnya kamu. :(

I think I'll put everything on hold. Less active in tumblr. Less active here. Less active in facebook. Heh. Will be active in LJ. Adios.

me: you, jom pergi tengok concert All American Rejects! :) him : you, jom pergi tengok concert Raihan! :) me : alaaaaaaaaaa :( him : jangan la marah B-) *dies*

syahdunya dengar takbir raya.

My parents are the funnies people alive. Especially when they're together. This morning during Sahur ayah suddenly went "Tomorrow please dont wake me up for sahur, I'm skipping Sahur". eheh. Oh yes, last weekend they went to Carrefour, and bought this CD. When I came downstairs ayah was mumbling about this CD. "I think I bought a corrupted CD, I tried playing it and it said "Can't read CD" I looked at it and started laughing. "Ayah, this is VCD, and Karaoke. Not an audio CD." Ayah ofcourse went ballistic and started complaining to my mum saying it was her fault because she's the one who chose it. But, it was boths fault. They're just wey opposite of each other when they're together. Haha. Bye. Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir & Batin. I'm off to buat ketupat and potong chilli!

“We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it.” — Grey’s Anatomy

What happens when 2 of my favourite bands join forces and becomes one? = PURE AWESOMENESS! Loveholics! Yes I am 'this' close to break down into tears listening to them. Horan can't replace JiSun. but still.

Bila orang bisik bisik dekat depan tutup guna buku. Bila orang yang kenal tiba-tiba delete dekat facebook, tapi orang lain dia tak delete. Bila adik salahkan saya dalam semua benda yang tak ada kena mengena. Bila kawan tak bother amikkan notes kalau tak pergi kelas, padahal kalau dia orang tak pergi kelas kita tolonglah kutip notes sorang satu so tak ada yang tertinggal. Bila nak dengar pendapat semua orang je, pendapat saya tak nak dengar kan? Bila plan, effort tak ada sape nak kisah. Bila apa yang kita buat tak di-appreciate. Bila plan sesuatu, yang lain je tahu, saya tak tahu apa-apa. Tahu-tahu, Boleh ke FARAH? Bila bersembang, kita tidak faham apa yang disembangkan, tak ada siapa nak explain, semua cakap itu "RAHSIA, tak penting" Takpelah. Saya makan hati, terasa sendiri pun. Tak ada kena mengena dengan sesiapa kan.

I want to study hard. Get good grades. Impress the lectures. Graduate on time. Get my scroll. Walk down the aisle. and make my parents proud.

So last night went out to break fast with Afiq and friends. When he called earlier I asked about how many people going and he mentioned our school friends and there's few girls. As usual when last minute plans turned into something else, people backing out etc. I end up being the only girl hanging out with them. "dont worry! Afiq ada" Hah! So we spent half an hour in the car thinking where we should eat, and end up in Pyramid. Where I witnessed three guys making food disappear in less than 5 minutes. Which is crazy. on aside note, honestly I feel kind of erm, how do I put this. Erm, felt like I wasnt suppose to be there? The fact of being the only girl hanging with them. Every time they said "where should we go now" I feel like saying "go home?" But being the minority there I didnt want to disappoint them or anything. Its just I wasnt comfortable hanging around with 3 boys eventhough Afiq is the bestie. In conclusion. Always double-check who's goin...

Finally developed the last 2 films before LOMO became RIP. *tears*

aghhh! missed his call. call me back. call me back. call me back!!!

I hate starting a new one, because I hate having no previous entries and not being able to go through past ones that will make you smile, laugh, and cry at the same time. The stupid things I wrote. All that jazz. It's amazing how one person can irritate you for the next 20 years. It's even more amazing at the fact that you dont even know who she is. and to sum all of this, I dont care if my friend made a spelling mistake, a grammartical error or the wrong usage of word. No one is perfect. No one. Not even you. And you're just judging us by how we write. How low can you get?

because there's this psychotic person on loose. a new url would be great.