standing in line, I think you're pretty

This is the time when you say to yourself, you know what Farah Lisa? This is the last straw. Don't give a damn about that person. Go on with your life. I have awesome friends by my side, awesome firmmates, and awesome encik bulan. Who the hell care whats going on with that other person. As much as I'm concern, I AM TRYING TO BE NICE HERE! You can go ahead move on with your fucking life, cause here I am moving on with mine. YOu have no idea how much I hate the fact we "WERE" so called friends before. HAH! puas hati. Sorry, maaf kerana post ini sangat form 3 nye rant. But come one, we're all 23 now. Grow up will you?

I want to be able wake up in the morning and have this awesome sunrise accompany me all the way to class. But booho. It's always dark when I get back, and it's already dark when I get home! :(

I dont think was the only person who almost gave up on LLB. I dont think I was the only one who broke down crying and all I need to do was let others know that I am not okay. But who am I to show this around my classmates? One of them even packed and cleaned out their table to give up when she's the only person in class I thought could just stay strong and go on. And I was the one who kept saying "no, this is only the beginning. you can;t give up now." Funny, that kind of words coming out from myself when I am the one who almost break down infront of my parents saying I can't do this anymore. I am grateful for my wonderful classmates. My firm mates. They're always around to put up the gloomy mood into one cheery one by just cracking into some random jokes. Or just by saying "JOM MAKAN". As much I loathe LLB for stealing all my quality times, I still like the fact I have awesome classmates around :)

lonely. penat. malas. terasa hati. kecik hati. besar hati. suka hati. saya suka classmates saya. saya suka firmmates saya. saya paling suka lecturers saya. dari CTA ke Criminal Procedure ke Probate. Semua saya suka. I do like LLB, the lecturers are super awesome. But I wish we had more time to breathe this in and learn each and everything slowly. I miss my friends. I miss coming home early and have dinner with my family. I miss going for late night outings with the besties. Oh and jealousnye tengok friends with bf's. Haha. Thats so random.