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Less than 5 days till ayah and ibu leaves for Tanah Suci. Of course ayahibu orang paling tak sabar nak pergi. Setiap hari tengok beg, make sure everything is in order. Setiap hari ayah check rumah, kereta , TNB box, telefon, bills semua ok to ensure kitaorang semua selamat dekat rumah. Setiap hari ada orang telefon tanya khabar, kirim salam, kirim doa, kirim waqaf. Setiap kali semua orang cakap tinggal-lah korang bertiga rasa sebak sangat. Come to think of it we were never left alone at home more than a week. Feel so grown up now that they can leave us at home without any worries. Kita orang ni yang tengok ayah ibu excited yang rasa sedih. Sebak lagi rasa setiap kali salam auntie, uncle, cousin , semua tanya "Raya Haji ni datang rumah tau!" Rasa macam berbelah bagi semua jemput datang rumah. By that time it really made me realize that my parents are leaving so soon and we're going to celebrate Raya Haji alone. Although part of us dont really care where we're celebrati...

I love reading blogs of young parents. When they write little things of waking up with their little sugar pumpkin snuggling beside them or how little ones says the darnest things to them that make them smile all day. Or how they have a day off from work and spend their day at home cooking, feeding and putting their kids to sleep. Oh I cant wait to be parents one day! *insert smiley face* Speaking of parents! The other day we had a small, sort of small kenduri for my parents since they're heading off for their Haji soon. *sob-sob* So my kupu-kupu's son (my auntie is actually my dad's cousin. so my auntie's daughters are my dua pupu? get it? but my cousins from my dad's side decides to call them kupu-kupu lol.) So this is my kupu-kupu's son. His name is Adam. He likes to hide under the table while all of us is having lunch and giggles under the table. So anyways, he was around during our kenduri. The best part having him around is that you feel normal having litt...

this is i think the only picture of my late grandmother. She's the one carrying the baby with the cute umbrella by the way. I never got the chance to know my grandma on ayah's side. she passed away when ayah was in RMC due to cancer if I;m not mistaken. Ayah seldom talk about my late grandmother too or even his late father. The baby in the picture is actually my dad. Ayah sort of grew up with his uncle in Batu Pahat. So I really considered Tok Manap as my granfather. He really loved us and always make silly jokes when we come around. We used to celebrate Raya at Tok Manap's house too. Oh and ayah even got married at Tok Manap's house. With all those fancy air force suit and jalan bawah pedang etc. I found this picture while tiding up my books about few months back. I think it was the first time I saw ayah's tears when I brought him this picture. I have a habit of keeping old pictures and hiding it. till that day I decided to ask him. There wasnt any good pictures. B...