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I actually have my "2011 in summary" saved as draft. currently still lazy to upload the rest. will publish it when I feel like it. Anyways, hari ni saya macam nak cerita pasal novel. Yes, novel Melayu yalls. Siapa yang kenal wa rapat memang diaorang tahu yang saya ni kaki novel. English - Melayu. Lagi jiwang. Lagi tangkap leleh lagi layan. Ish, kalau baca sorang-sorang dalam bilik malam-malam bukak lampu tidur samar-samar. Kena pulak novel yang "kahwin-laki curang-bini setia menanti-laki menyesal kejar kejar kuch kuch hota hai bini balik" yang tu memang lagi tangkap leleh. Besok pagi bangun tido mata bengkak macam orang putus cinta. So my brother dari hari tu, rasa nya awal tahun lagi dah bebel cuba baca buku girlpren bestfriend dia tulis buku ni. Alahai, lemahnya. Dengar tajuk je pun tak selera. Kalau cerita Resident Evil ke, yang ada mayat-mayat ni semua tak layan, nak suruh layan Zombijaya. Tu mimpi ngeri namanya. Kalau takde kisah cinta ke, romantik ke, harapa...

January. an awesome day to kick start with. the boys finally gathered everyone for a "jersey BBQ". started my pupillage. 17th Jan to be exact. the first, and probably my only AJL. heh. Digi KPOP Party, a last minute free ticket. I get to see Beast! How awe-some is that? Lil's 24th celebration. complete! February. February was a rollercoaster ride. ups and down. my grandmother passed away. rasa kehilangan sangat-sangat. It was so hard to be direct on how I feel for few months. Sedih sangat-sangat , sampai duduk sorang-sorang dalam bilik pun rasa macam sunyi. Lagi-lagi bila experience first time mandikan jenazah. Tengok orang yang kita sayang dikapankan. And time tu rasa hilang. March&April March. Actually we hesitate nak pergi ayah's RMC reunion dekat Lumut sebab rasa macam it wasnt the right time. But on second thought, it was probably the best. I enjoyed lumut and meeting some sailors of course. And of course, being saved by PASKAL ok. you can read bout it here G...

wow. I actually forgot about the existence of this blog. pardon me. I know I only have like 10 random people reading now and then but I like reading back the old entries. Its like a wake up call. I was that 'bimbo' huh? That precious moment. Its coming to end of the year! Will soon gather up all the photos for a 2011 in summary, cause 2011 have been a bumpy ride for me. But Alhamdulillah I am grateful for everything I have now. I've been on holiday... so, I've been waking up at 6, performing my prayers and going back to bed. No I'm lying at the going back to bed part. The longer you're at home, the more 'bibik' you'll be. Hehe. But I enjoy doing house chores. I like having a clean room (my room only) and maybe kitchen. I forgot whats been going on for this whole month. Let me upload some photos from phone just to recall back. *uploading from phone* (really this really took almost half an hour. so I end up saving this post and continued my reading) Te...

I really wanted to start working as soon as LLB ended but walawey, ko gila ke apa. I might just enjoy the rest of holidays while I still have it. Before the holiday started, there was our final mock trial and a sleepover party. They stayed at my place, all seven of us crammed in one room. Hehe. But I enjoyed every bit of it. Then came the one person who decides to ruin our mood. Then there was the crying session (on he cried). Then we decided to end our LLB days as a firm. Started off as five, leaving as five. There was too many dramas and tears that it took actually almost six hours to settle things. Its a little sad we had to ended it this way, this late. Thanks for those who were jealous of us. I really appreciate it. We could have been just like other firms. Smiling, happily and taking pictures of us. When mock trial ended, I'm not sure how I felt. I was happy at the fact I was leaving UiTM for good. Sad at the fact it ended and I had to leave my classmates that way. I hugged ...

O Captain my Captain! our fearful trip is done; The ship has weathered every rack, the prize we sought is won; The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting, While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring: But O heart! heart! heart! O the bleeding drops of red, Where on the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead. Have I told you , I lived for DPS? Anyways, I dont know, but when criminal paper ended. it feels like I'm done with LLB. and feels like this!

So hows your holiday? Mine has been good so far. Despite that its been only officially 4 days of holiday. I basically ran out of things to do. I've watched, almost all of the movies. Baked. Ate endless cupcakes. So I'll start with the cupcake story. I've been baking cupcakes for my classmates and besties last week. But funny, I've been craving Cupcakechic's cupcakes for its so awesome buttercream. So anyhoo, I basically passed by cupcakechic hundred of times but didnt have the courage, oh wells, to actually fork out some money just for its icing. I end up having the best yogurt in the whole Malaysia. Better than tutti fruti I tell you. Heh. J.Co's! So anyways, my sister mentioned that "her bestfriends' brother works part time at cupcakechic" So voila! Ever since I've been getting free cupcakes at home everyweekend. So Im officially tired of Cupcake now. I think I've tried all flavors, minus ones with rums. Hmm. The Movie. KickAss, Ironman,...

I hate it when our schedule clashes. I hate it when we planned things and I end up having to cancel it. I hate it when I have some free time but you have tests coming up. and we end up cancelling our movie date. Haih. On aside note, been spending the weekend back and forth to the new home. Yay! 40% done.

I have this crazy imagination that I finished study. I am working. I have my own home room. I go on late night dates. but for now. I am grateful when I actually have time to sleep and go on dates on weekend. Oh well at least for now. Oh and yay and yay, I bought a new phone cover for my phone! Finally. It's actually pink, but wahey, thats the closest I could get next to purple. Heh.

This what happens when you have a friend in need. A walk in the park in the middle of the night. Sat in one corner and listen.

I want to be able wake up in the morning and have this awesome sunrise accompany me all the way to class. But booho. It's always dark when I get back, and it's already dark when I get home! :(

I cant believe December ended so quickly. In basically less than 24 hours Ill be actually registering myself to hell. Well, thats what people say. I wont have this late night outings with the besties anymore. November was fun. Langkawi trip and the last dinner with the classmates. December was memorable for me. Probably because Kusai is back for a month and Atiya was still working for Astro so we get to join weekly recording of this Dancing with the star ripped off. So we hang out a lot. It's almost a weekly routine to just sit down and hang and just laugh. Dec 3rd - Went to see live recording. It was my first time entering this kind of studio. Met bunch of local artists ! Went for a movie with the girls in Pyramid. Met the boys since Kusai is back in town. Hang a little. Watched Zombieland. Laughed like there's no tomorrow. It was seriously a good movie! Went to Curve on Christmas Eve. Wasnt planned to go out. I thought we were going to some random mamak stall. So end up si...

Why I'm at home on new years eve? promise me you wont go out tonight. what? why? just because. you can go out tomorrow night but not tonight. biarlah. nak keluar malam ni je. please dont go out tonight. hmm. will see. just dont go out tonight okay? So yeah, I sort of promised someone Im not going to to celebrate new year tonight. So I;m going to waste the night recapping 2009. RECAP! January Classes started early, was rushing home for the new year BBQ at home. I slept through all the fireworks. Kusai left for New Zealand again. :( Eggie and Lil's 22nd Birthday! lil's suprise 22nd @ TGIF. Definitely a night to remember. Had to dragged her all around to wait for everyone to arrive. Kusais final gathering before he leaves for NZ again :( Eggies suprise @ Itallianies Curve. 3 February Half of the time busy with SMF stuff Wan & Zaza's birthday Indoor and Outdoor photoshoot for SMF No wine and cheese. Get to bake and sell stuff March Jason Mr...