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This is the time when you say to yourself, you know what Farah Lisa? This is the last straw. Don't give a damn about that person. Go on with your life. I have awesome friends by my side, awesome firmmates, and awesome encik bulan. Who the hell care whats going on with that other person. As much as I'm concern, I AM TRYING TO BE NICE HERE! You can go ahead move on with your fucking life, cause here I am moving on with mine. YOu have no idea how much I hate the fact we "WERE" so called friends before. HAH! puas hati. Sorry, maaf kerana post ini sangat form 3 nye rant. But come one, we're all 23 now. Grow up will you?

I want to be able wake up in the morning and have this awesome sunrise accompany me all the way to class. But booho. It's always dark when I get back, and it's already dark when I get home! :(

I dont think was the only person who almost gave up on LLB. I dont think I was the only one who broke down crying and all I need to do was let others know that I am not okay. But who am I to show this around my classmates? One of them even packed and cleaned out their table to give up when she's the only person in class I thought could just stay strong and go on. And I was the one who kept saying "no, this is only the beginning. you can;t give up now." Funny, that kind of words coming out from myself when I am the one who almost break down infront of my parents saying I can't do this anymore. I am grateful for my wonderful classmates. My firm mates. They're always around to put up the gloomy mood into one cheery one by just cracking into some random jokes. Or just by saying "JOM MAKAN". As much I loathe LLB for stealing all my quality times, I still like the fact I have awesome classmates around :)

lonely. penat. malas. terasa hati. kecik hati. besar hati. suka hati. saya suka classmates saya. saya suka firmmates saya. saya paling suka lecturers saya. dari CTA ke Criminal Procedure ke Probate. Semua saya suka. I do like LLB, the lecturers are super awesome. But I wish we had more time to breathe this in and learn each and everything slowly. I miss my friends. I miss coming home early and have dinner with my family. I miss going for late night outings with the besties. Oh and jealousnye tengok friends with bf's. Haha. Thats so random.

I cant believe December ended so quickly. In basically less than 24 hours Ill be actually registering myself to hell. Well, thats what people say. I wont have this late night outings with the besties anymore. November was fun. Langkawi trip and the last dinner with the classmates. December was memorable for me. Probably because Kusai is back for a month and Atiya was still working for Astro so we get to join weekly recording of this Dancing with the star ripped off. So we hang out a lot. It's almost a weekly routine to just sit down and hang and just laugh. Dec 3rd - Went to see live recording. It was my first time entering this kind of studio. Met bunch of local artists ! Went for a movie with the girls in Pyramid. Met the boys since Kusai is back in town. Hang a little. Watched Zombieland. Laughed like there's no tomorrow. It was seriously a good movie! Went to Curve on Christmas Eve. Wasnt planned to go out. I thought we were going to some random mamak stall. So end up si...

Why I'm at home on new years eve? promise me you wont go out tonight. what? why? just because. you can go out tomorrow night but not tonight. biarlah. nak keluar malam ni je. please dont go out tonight. hmm. will see. just dont go out tonight okay? So yeah, I sort of promised someone Im not going to to celebrate new year tonight. So I;m going to waste the night recapping 2009. RECAP! January Classes started early, was rushing home for the new year BBQ at home. I slept through all the fireworks. Kusai left for New Zealand again. :( Eggie and Lil's 22nd Birthday! lil's suprise 22nd @ TGIF. Definitely a night to remember. Had to dragged her all around to wait for everyone to arrive. Kusais final gathering before he leaves for NZ again :( Eggies suprise @ Itallianies Curve. 3 February Half of the time busy with SMF stuff Wan & Zaza's birthday Indoor and Outdoor photoshoot for SMF No wine and cheese. Get to bake and sell stuff March Jason Mr...

Yesterday was a long day. A week ahead planned movie became a small reunion with the school friends. Suddenly everyone decides it's a day to meet everyones friend. Funny, yesterday was filled with boys. Funnier I am comfortable with each of them because they're the close friends. We went for a late movie. Turned into a really late movie. Avatar was sooo long I almost slept through the movie. Atiya and I kept poking each other making the end scenes into jokes. It was suppose to be a good movie. IT WASNT! Zombieland was much better. The graphic and etc was amazing and pretty. But wey, I can't stand suddenly people (or whatever they call it) gather around a tree to save person life? Oh yeah, Christmas decorations have always been my favourite. The lights in Pyramid is amazing. The trees decorations in Curve on the other hand is pretty! But I think Sunway Pyramid's lights decorations tops all. The year is really coming to an end isnt it? 2009 has been amazingly awesome for...