standing in line, I think you're pretty

January. an awesome day to kick start with. the boys finally gathered everyone for a "jersey BBQ". started my pupillage. 17th Jan to be exact. the first, and probably my only AJL. heh. Digi KPOP Party, a last minute free ticket. I get to see Beast! How awe-some is that? Lil's 24th celebration. complete! February. February was a rollercoaster ride. ups and down. my grandmother passed away. rasa kehilangan sangat-sangat. It was so hard to be direct on how I feel for few months. Sedih sangat-sangat , sampai duduk sorang-sorang dalam bilik pun rasa macam sunyi. Lagi-lagi bila experience first time mandikan jenazah. Tengok orang yang kita sayang dikapankan. And time tu rasa hilang. March&April March. Actually we hesitate nak pergi ayah's RMC reunion dekat Lumut sebab rasa macam it wasnt the right time. But on second thought, it was probably the best. I enjoyed lumut and meeting some sailors of course. And of course, being saved by PASKAL ok. you can read bout it here G...

selagi tu cakap taknak ingat dia. selagi tu la dia muncul depan kita. *mengeluh macam orang tak reti bahasa*

wow. I actually forgot about the existence of this blog. pardon me. I know I only have like 10 random people reading now and then but I like reading back the old entries. Its like a wake up call. I was that 'bimbo' huh? That precious moment. Its coming to end of the year! Will soon gather up all the photos for a 2011 in summary, cause 2011 have been a bumpy ride for me. But Alhamdulillah I am grateful for everything I have now. I've been on holiday... so, I've been waking up at 6, performing my prayers and going back to bed. No I'm lying at the going back to bed part. The longer you're at home, the more 'bibik' you'll be. Hehe. But I enjoy doing house chores. I like having a clean room (my room only) and maybe kitchen. I forgot whats been going on for this whole month. Let me upload some photos from phone just to recall back. *uploading from phone* (really this really took almost half an hour. so I end up saving this post and continued my reading) Te...

its a weird feeling when you sit down with your friends and the things you talk about is marriage. Funny how everyone is going through that stage of life. I see half of my friends now going around with babies. Feeling a little left out maybe? Urgh, the stages of life! I feel like I'm about to write "how to play, LIFE". First stage. I think the stages of life begins in deciding your future career. That part when you walk around open day at your local university/colleges deciding what you want to be. and realizing, "ish takleh buat main benda macam ni!" You dont want to waste four years in university and end up doing something else right? WRONG. there's opportunities out there! Why not. Rezeki dekat mana-mana kan? Why not? Maybe not in this field. Maybe in different field. I didnt think of this when I decided to do law. I didnt even know what's the meaning of justice and equality until I did my chambering. I realized the need of law when I see how less for...

(courtesy of tumblr) and today Allah answered my prayers. Syukur. I hope it'll be over soon. It'll be okay soon. InsyaAllah.

at this point in life, every time I'm alone I kept thinking. Why would someone think of ending their life? Don't you love people around you? Your family? Have you thought how would they feel when you decided to end this life? Have you thought of Allah? Have you thought of the sins? I kept thinking where's your Iman? What's playing in your mind that you would commit such sin? ;(

salahkah saya kerana menegur? salahkah saya kerana tidak menegur? dua benda ni selalu buat kita rasa keliru. kadang-kadang tak tahu mana nak mula. in the end, I'll just end up staying silent. Kadang-kadang senyum sahaja. Kadang-kadang tolak terus. Mungkin saya tidak arif bab-bab ini. Tapi saya tahu hukumnya masih HARAM. Mereka tahu ianya HARAM, tapi kenapa mereka masih melakukannya? Bila kita tegur, jawapannya kubur masing-masing jaga. Bila tak tegur, in the future jari itu ditunding balik ke kita? Whats the best way? I dont know. ;(