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I really wanted to start working as soon as LLB ended but walawey, ko gila ke apa. I might just enjoy the rest of holidays while I still have it. Before the holiday started, there was our final mock trial and a sleepover party. They stayed at my place, all seven of us crammed in one room. Hehe. But I enjoyed every bit of it. Then came the one person who decides to ruin our mood. Then there was the crying session (on he cried). Then we decided to end our LLB days as a firm. Started off as five, leaving as five. There was too many dramas and tears that it took actually almost six hours to settle things. Its a little sad we had to ended it this way, this late. Thanks for those who were jealous of us. I really appreciate it. We could have been just like other firms. Smiling, happily and taking pictures of us. When mock trial ended, I'm not sure how I felt. I was happy at the fact I was leaving UiTM for good. Sad at the fact it ended and I had to leave my classmates that way. I hugged ...

Its the 100th entry now. I'm not sure what I'm suppose to write. Tomorrow is the day I've been dreading for ever since I entered LL.B. I dont think there was a part of me regretting the decision of entering LL.B, being the OM and getting know my classmates. As much as I want to return everything to normal, its just too painful to just ignore what happened. Its too painful to forgive and forget. I may have forgive but I dont think I can ever forget. I had fun being the OM (office manager-lah). For all I know I never liked being a leader of anything, giving instructions to people. I like to do things my way and on my own. And I dont give a damn of what people would think of what I was doing. But being OM i need to jaga both sides nye feeling. Nak kena make sure everyone follow the rules. Nak kena photostat for the class, kena jadi bendahari, kena kumpul duit. Kena buat muka tebal mintak duit. Kena marah orang. Cannot merajuk bila takda sape nak tolong. I actually liked it. I...

*blush* isnt this the cutest thing??? "Its the little things youd like to do with your wife"

*nangis*

Banyak benda nak tulis tapi asyik lupa. Ill start with this. Meja saya. Ever since I moved Ive always wanted to snap photos of the room and showed it off at OURBEDROOMS but was too busy with school. Now the fact that my room is nowhere near awesome to be published at that site. Ill just share my desk . See, I havent even gotten a chance to actually hung this up. I might ask Jason's help tomorrow. hehe. I love love love snowglobes. Ayah bought two in Monaco and I have few from Beijing and couple from Paris. Yes, there's a fake IC on the desk with my Moon's picture on it. hehe. And one of my favourite photos from last two years BBQ when Kusai came back for holidays. People always put up pictures with faces up front, this instead has our backs. :) The secret BBQ Its hard to actually organize something without inviting everyone! The thing is, thats the whole point of having a PRIVATE bbq. I miss the girls and the boys. Its been a while since I laughed so much with them around...

I never really liked choir. well, until today.

O Captain my Captain! our fearful trip is done; The ship has weathered every rack, the prize we sought is won; The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting, While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring: But O heart! heart! heart! O the bleeding drops of red, Where on the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead. Have I told you , I lived for DPS? Anyways, I dont know, but when criminal paper ended. it feels like I'm done with LLB. and feels like this!