standing in line, I think you're pretty

*giggles*

I lost. I'm sorry I was that blind to see all this. And now its all gone. And maybe what the Turkish guy said in Chit Chat of Beautiful ladies who married a Korean girl whom he only met 3 days earlier does make sense. LLB, you're so cruel!

Takkan satu jam pun tak boleh? Sorry! =(

I switched off the laptop earlier, but since the radio kept repeating the same songs I switched it on again. So instead of leaving the laptop on the table, I decided to place it on the floor, knowing that I'd be addicted to clicking TUMBLR every 5 seconds or maybe replying peoples tweets. And now, I'm sitting on the floor. writing this while watching GLEE interviews. Bleagh. Fail! So this doesn't make any difference. Finals starts next week. I am no where near ready. In Dato's class yesterday he said, failure is just a phase. Its okay not get A in everything. I am always inspired listening to whatever he says. Anyways. bye. Study. Test Civil esok. Saya suka Civil. Tapi saya pemalas :(

I hate it when our schedule clashes. I hate it when we planned things and I end up having to cancel it. I hate it when I have some free time but you have tests coming up. and we end up cancelling our movie date. Haih. On aside note, been spending the weekend back and forth to the new home. Yay! 40% done.

I'm sorry I forgot about you. I'm sorry I forgot about our plans. I'm sorry I didn't return your calls. I'm sorry I cried when I talked to you. I'm sorry I had to complain to little things to you. I'm sorry I went out. I'm sorry I lied. I'm sorry I pretended that I'm fine. I'm not. I'm sorry, I miss you.

I;m writing this because I decided to skip my favourite Forensic Class after all the never ending misery. Maybe all of this happen for a reason. A short conversation with Izzati this morning, or was it evening? suddenly gave me second thoughts about career. How her brother decided to quit architecture after spending 4? 5 years? and decided to pursue his dream to become a pilot. I have no idea why, it inspired me alot. I did a lot of thinking while driving. As much as I want to end my studies as soon as possible just to live up my parents dream and maybe become a lawyer, or maybe become a Judge like how my dad wants me to be. *throws confetti* I remember him laying down plans, like he had this planned in his head since he was a kid. That thing you do as if you're laying down your marriage plans. Yes that thing. Its like he was describing it in Mind Map and drawing tables with arrows all the way to the top. As much I want to live up my parents dream, there's a part of me of wanti...