standing in line, I think you're pretty

its a weird feeling when you sit down with your friends and the things you talk about is marriage. Funny how everyone is going through that stage of life. I see half of my friends now going around with babies. Feeling a little left out maybe? Urgh, the stages of life! I feel like I'm about to write "how to play, LIFE". First stage. I think the stages of life begins in deciding your future career. That part when you walk around open day at your local university/colleges deciding what you want to be. and realizing, "ish takleh buat main benda macam ni!" You dont want to waste four years in university and end up doing something else right? WRONG. there's opportunities out there! Why not. Rezeki dekat mana-mana kan? Why not? Maybe not in this field. Maybe in different field. I didnt think of this when I decided to do law. I didnt even know what's the meaning of justice and equality until I did my chambering. I realized the need of law when I see how less for...

(courtesy of tumblr) and today Allah answered my prayers. Syukur. I hope it'll be over soon. It'll be okay soon. InsyaAllah.

at this point in life, every time I'm alone I kept thinking. Why would someone think of ending their life? Don't you love people around you? Your family? Have you thought how would they feel when you decided to end this life? Have you thought of Allah? Have you thought of the sins? I kept thinking where's your Iman? What's playing in your mind that you would commit such sin? ;(

salahkah saya kerana menegur? salahkah saya kerana tidak menegur? dua benda ni selalu buat kita rasa keliru. kadang-kadang tak tahu mana nak mula. in the end, I'll just end up staying silent. Kadang-kadang senyum sahaja. Kadang-kadang tolak terus. Mungkin saya tidak arif bab-bab ini. Tapi saya tahu hukumnya masih HARAM. Mereka tahu ianya HARAM, tapi kenapa mereka masih melakukannya? Bila kita tegur, jawapannya kubur masing-masing jaga. Bila tak tegur, in the future jari itu ditunding balik ke kita? Whats the best way? I dont know. ;(

'cinta adalah sesuatu yang aneh. jika manusia menggenggamnya terlalu kuat ia akan mati. tetapi jika manusia menggengamnya terlalu longgar ia akan pergi. ' ~ Rehal Nuharis setting it free once again. kalau nak datang, datanglah. kalau tidak. biarkan sahaja dia pergi :(

this entry would be boring. seriously. so today ibu decided to treat us with a new watch. I'm not really a fan of watch, rather exchange it with a handbag or anything. As long the one on my wrists shows the right time and makes sure I'm not late in court, I'm wayyy great and fine. So today we went for watch hunting in Subang Parade. Dont let me start how awesome Subang Parade is now. Maybe since Empire is closed,the shops in Parade seems better. ANYWAYS. So there's few shops. Expensive ones mostly. Hey I dont mind a flowery butterfly watch from Swatch but come to think of it, I should get something more 'feminine lady like' watch now that I'm old. *insert sad smiley face* So wait, before I start with my watch hunting. Let me tell you a secret. Come close. There's two things I like to look at when there's 'men/boys' around. Their wrist. =D Boys that wears nice wrist watch, may it be expensive Rolex or a simple G-Shock looks FINE to me. Or s...

Less than 5 days till ayah and ibu leaves for Tanah Suci. Of course ayahibu orang paling tak sabar nak pergi. Setiap hari tengok beg, make sure everything is in order. Setiap hari ayah check rumah, kereta , TNB box, telefon, bills semua ok to ensure kitaorang semua selamat dekat rumah. Setiap hari ada orang telefon tanya khabar, kirim salam, kirim doa, kirim waqaf. Setiap kali semua orang cakap tinggal-lah korang bertiga rasa sebak sangat. Come to think of it we were never left alone at home more than a week. Feel so grown up now that they can leave us at home without any worries. Kita orang ni yang tengok ayah ibu excited yang rasa sedih. Sebak lagi rasa setiap kali salam auntie, uncle, cousin , semua tanya "Raya Haji ni datang rumah tau!" Rasa macam berbelah bagi semua jemput datang rumah. By that time it really made me realize that my parents are leaving so soon and we're going to celebrate Raya Haji alone. Although part of us dont really care where we're celebrati...